Twm Gwynne: The Village of the Net Weavers, and other poems
From the author of Baedd And Other Poems, Twm Gwynne.
The Village of the Net Weavers
The village of the net weavers is
Beautiful in dew or dancing rain,
Delicate homes-as-hunting-grounds catching
Drops, strung out like music.
Their village is beautiful, spun out around
This old stump, worked into the failing
Grain, slow disintegration back to the
Claim, back to the dark ground
Where rot releases new terrain.
Their village is perfect, and unique, totally
Conforming to the unique place
Where the spinners weave their deadly lace.
This is instinct? Or intelligence?
Or do we not now have the words for the unspoken dance
By which the concept-gap is bridged
By thin strands of spider-silk?
This way of theirs goes on more or less unchanged
Across an endless flux of age.
Human communities seemed to know the same skill,
To, careful, bridge our need and place.
Hunter-gatherers, horticulturalists, people
Woven skillful in the gifts of their landbase.
This path of being with, not being against,
Is urgently affirmed by churning seas and skies,
Burning earth, and weeping eyes.
There is no claim that can be made of right or wrong
Ways of being; only what endures,
And what will soon be gone.
Hard Eyes
I am performing the tight, silent
Language of maleness in the
Tension of my face
At all times.
I feel hardness in my eyes,
Low brow, grim lips,
Hard, mindful alignment of my hips.
If I dissolve the man in my face,
I don’t recognize the person standing in his place,
Having learned to hate the softness
That his fear had worked to erase.
Wainui Falls
Water rolls over stone at the top,
Spinning out like fresh feathers
That only grow to fall,
Grim in heavy cold, and fast.
Through the hole, portal, passage,
There’s the higher world that birthed the river,
Staring through spray to the cupped
Fingers of the hills,
Palm-ruts crinkling in rifts
Where the land’s hands are gathering rain.
Broken arms are open to the tender sky.
Then all boils in the cradle,
Crucible of bitter cold
Where waters churn like white clouds
Or the spinning mist around a valley-bowl.
All that’s left will form a twisting pillar and drive
Their storm of heavy feathers
Down on the brutal hammer stone below.
Wanting Water//Black Drum
Sometimes I've wanted you like
I want water,
Like the earth and I want water
In the hot dry months,
And just being with you, just touching you,
Is the bare sun, naked heat, and more
Desperation, single minded.
Storm clouds build in us both, in those months,
Thunderheads piling over the blue-distant hills:
Then I want only one thing.
To be with you till the clouds in us break, and rivers run in the earth again.
Bright sun gilds the green tree-leaves
Shining in their edges,
Haloed by the light, before the rushing dark.
Those wings spread, embrace
The wide horizon and smear the sky down,
Blur the distant mountains wide and stride over
The earth in yearning thirst.
Come like a cold, tempestuous lover
And drive the hard rain down.
Voice beats the air for a drum, beats with
Brutal roll of lightning streaks through the wavering
Trees, in the bend and creak
And sway before the gale,
Close your circle and give back the water,
Give back life to the lush earth.
The Pheasant Berries
When I was little I used to smear the juice of a small fruit,
Draping branches of hooded berries
Purple-black in mystery and promise,
On my penis, hoping it would wither.
I hated it in my guts,
And the sad-sick sense of wrongness,
Wishing for a womb, moon-cycled bleeding,
A different body to be born in.
I didn’t have words for it then,
I barely do now,
Now that the stooped, confused adult,
Tired of trying and failing to perform any role,
Has said they are nothing at all –
Nothing but someone who now knows the name of
The pheasant berries,
And tastes their burnt-black caramel
When they wish instead to hold that kid
And accept them for themself.
Twm Gwynne
Twm Gwynne is a queer animist, anarchist, organiser, gardener, and poet of mixed Welsh, Irish, and English descent living on Te Ika-a-Māui, Aotearoa. Their poetry has been featured in several journals including A Beautiful Resistance and Clarion, as well as the collection Flower Bombs: Poems of Love and Rage in the Anthropocene. A short collection of their work titled Baedd & Other Poems is available though the Ritona imprint of Gods & Radicals Press.